The Happiness of No Reason!

Dear Diary,

It is so so so very important for one to have found one’s self after a long time! It is the best home coming one can experience and am I glad! I am eternally grateful for having found myself. How where when it happened I know not. But my days are brighter.. there is a smile on my face, there is a joke on my head.. I don’t fret the night, and I don’t fret being by myself.. for a short while it may be, but I am not running from myself. I hope this continues. I don’t know really whom to thank. They say time is the best healer so here’s an ode to time. They say friends are our true saviours.. so here’s a toast and a big big hug to them! Pardyyyy folks!

Life is not really just about a lot of highs, it is about climbing each peak, looking back and getting ready for the next plunge. You know what! I don’t know what I am saying! I just know that I am feeling light. Lighter by years, by ages, by degrees and by jove!

I don’t want sound the stereotypical happy happy girl here.. but what else should I be right now! I am feeling so strong and hopeful, complete and electric! Ask me how I am doing! Oh ask away! And I shall say I am doing fantastic! :D

Ok..ok..finger crossed… being happy doesn’t mean I am not gonna cry kabhi.. and sharing my happiness doesn’t imply I am not gonna come to you for comfort anymore! I will re! But as goes Hina and my most wisdomsome (that SHUD be a word by now, u know) ok….I should say most profound coinage: “isi mein hasle”! Cz..who knows if we get the chance later or not.. at least feel what you are feeling now and share the joy and wonder that is the ‘happiness of no reason’.

May the magic never subside!

Neha